I m coming home tonight
Through the painted trees
A feeling of resentment
Hovers over me
I like to be alone
At least I m not a pawn
It makes me feel alive
But then the feeling s gone
I can only breathe
When the sounds repeat
I ve convinced myself
Of too much already
Why didn t I bleed
When I left to plead
It s everything I need
Let s make believe we re freed
I need something more real
Something I can feel
Don t make me stay
Don t leave me
I m so helpless now
And so overwhelmed
Do they still think they are right?
I ve wanted you
For so many years
To admit you were wrong
And to wait right now,
It s like being trapped
In the echo effect
Holding on, to the oldness of my own
Filling in all the holes of your skin
Fight the world and let them bleed my name
Fight the world and let them bleed my name
Going faster, to the sideline
And in no time, they won t pick me
Cause I m worthless and I curse this life I live in
And to make me feel better, I will let her slip right past me
I feel crazy, but it don t phase me
If you come up and say you hate me
I m going away
I m going away
Can you please
Repeat these words
I m going away
I m going away
Is it to please you? I don t know
Do you really care? I don t know
Will it be forever? I don t know
I just know it s true
I just hope it s worth it
I just hope it s worth it
It s worth it
It s worth it
I just hope it s worth it
I just hope it s worth it